Afraid of beginning : Bisakah kembali membuka hati? ft. John Mayer song's

"I stopped myself because I was afraid of the beginning," said Noh Ji-Wook on the Suspicious Partner series. 

If the (love) story begins again, it'll be described by the combination of snippets of song lyrics by John Mayer.

Everybody is

Just a stranger but
That's the danger in going my own way
See you met me at an interesting time
And if my past is any sign of your future
You should be warned before I let you inside
Then you come on crashing in
Like the realest thing
Showing me another way
And all that my love can bring

A trail of ruby red and diamond white
Hits her like a sunrise
You should have seen that sunrise with your own eyes
She puts the color inside of my world

This is the deep and dying breath of
You've been working and I've been waiting
To pick you up and take you from this place
This love that we've been working on

Love turns the whole thing around

-JM

so, I thought if those lyrics like the beginning of the story, just you and me, can we try to do it again? 

in the end, we all know 'about the risk, but still, we should try again. "Once you want it to begin, no one really ever wins in heartbreak warfare." but, I try to understand, so do you. Let's try to succumb to each other. take and give. Bless each other, do with sincerity, and talk with honesty. I trust that we can deal with it. It is okay for me if you wanna try to hold and solve yourself to release that lost feeling, but yet, here I am wanna listen to. it is okay for me if it will end the same, I have prepared. no one is really ready to accept the pain of heartache. But keep what we will start together, and I don't want the warfare to each of us feel anymore. i will try my best for you if you will too. but less more than that, let's play as the brother and the partner. because the love probably punches our rectitude again. entah nantinya akan berakhir denganmu atau bukan, aku tetap pernah merasakan awal ketenangan ini ketika melawan rasa takutku untuk kembali mencintai lagi.